We Really Do Get What We Want….
The whole manifestation/Law of Attraction thing has been really big for me recently. It started a couple weeks ago when I was sitting at my desk and noticed a book on my bookshelf. I have had this book for about 5 or 6 years, I read it when I first got it and never looked through it again, until the other day. It is a book about the Law of Attraction and it is specific to attracting a job or business that you want. I was so enthralled with it that day, I almost read the whole book! I think it took me another day or two to finish it. After I picked up that book it all started. Within a couple of days, my good friend Vickie started talking about the Law of Attraction and a new method she recently started using to attract new students and clients. A few days later my boyfriend rented that movie “What the Bleep do we Know.” Great movie explaining how it all works! The mind is such a powerful thing!!!
As soon as I picked up that book, I was being flooded by all of this information coming from different directions. I was really trying to work on putting together some intentions for my Numerology practice, trying to figure out exactly what I wanted out of it and getting it all down on paper. At my desk, I have a mirror that is attached to the wall in front of me, and when there is a task that needs to be done, I write it on a stickey note and stick it to the mirror. When I am done with that task, the stickey note goes in the trash. For days I had a “Numerology Intentions” stickey note stuck to the mirror covering up my left ear. After what happened yesterday, I was finally able to put that stickey note in the trash.
Yesterday, I began to outline some of my intentions, but something wasn’t right, the focus of my intentions was off, and I wasn’t even sure where I was going wrong. I didn’t get a chance to really meditate on it, because I had to get ready and go to the MIND BODY SOUL Experience. It is a relatively new gig I am doing with a handful of other women, and in some aspects yesterday was a failure. I didn’t do one Numerology report, and we only had two clients come in, and neither one of them wanted their numbers done! I didn’t make any money, but I got a wealth of inspiration to complete my intentions.
Myself and three other women sat down, talked about the MIND BODY SOUL Experience, brainstormed about what the intentions were, and explained what we each one of us wanted when we first started. Funny thing, we realized that we all got exactly what we wanted! Leesa wanted to bring a group of spiritual practitioners together and form the MIND BODY SOUL Experience – well that happened. Vickie wanted to grow her business, and that happened, she picked up new clients and new students. Debbie wanted to step into her own power as a life coach, she not only stepped into her own power, she has embraced it more than she thought she would. I wanted to step into my power as a Numerologist and not be nervous to sit next to a new client I have never met before and do their Numerology report right in front of them! I got what I wanted! I am not nervous anymore, in fact I am excited to share with them the magic of their numbers and explain how I go about putting together their chart and exactly what it means!
On one hand, it seemed as if the MIND BODY SOUL Experience wasn’t a success, but when we really looked at it, it was a total success! We all got what we wanted, but the group as a whole was being neglected. So, we had some work to do. We had to really look at what we wanted the group to do for us, and from there, we had to figure out what we wanted the intention of the MIND BODY SOUL Experience to be. It took us a couple of hours, but we got it! We decided that we want the MIND BODY SOUL Experience to be one of many mechanisms we all can use to build our businesses. We wanted to be a group of women who are there to support and educate each other as well as create a spiritual experience for the general public to learn about our individual modalities and sample our services. In the beginning, that is what it was set out to be, but we all had different intentions.
When I left and headed home for the evening, I realized I received a much more clear vision of what I wanted out of my intentions. At first, I was so focused on my Numerology practice that all of my intentions were geared towards that, but when I really looked at what I wanted, I realized that I was leaving out my business! I was leaving out the Modern Intuitive! That is who I am, and that is where my intentions needed to be! They didn’t need to be focused solely on my Numerology practice, they needed to be focused on my Modern Intuitive business practice!
With the MIND BODY SOUL Experiment Experience, we knew what we wanted it to be, but our intentions didn’t line up. As individuals, we got what we wanted, but we negected the MIND BODY SOUL Experience and it didn’t perform. Had I finalized my Numerology intentions, my Modern Intuitive would have been neglected. I am not just a Numerologist, I am the Modern Intuitive. I want to inspire my clients through the magic of numbers, my intuition and the joy and passion I have for being the Modern Intuitive. And that feels pretty good!
